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From My Bedroom (Take 1)

by Javier Carrillo

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1.
Life Itself 03:38
We went around Without Looking for each other But knowing we'd be found In our eyes, time was born Everyone knows that It's not us, it is hope It's life itself Defending itself again Oh, one smile opens a door Now forget yourself Cross it now and Get lost It's not about less is more Perfection is just a pretty assortment of All your mistakes You'll have to learn how to play It's life itself Defending itself again For we've been told That all is wrong That all is lost Alone we've come and will leave this place Oh, wake me up by the sea Let me see your hands Make me dream without fears
2.
You said that things would never change between us two Lazy afternoons, the hope for something pure But I have opened up my eyes and need to escape Can't stand this game We're angels on the verge Of the fall, of the pain Hungry of crumbles of faith (Feasts on) Maybe no, maybe yes Who decides what we get? And you cry, broken heart I'm betraying those plans You will give me all your hate But I'm breaking my chains So through the backdoor of your disappointment I had to leave your side, find a way to smile The afternoons with you were gone but I felt new Learned to walk again, kept my soul aware Of the fall, of the pain of the crumbles of faith of the maybes and games of the angels in chains And you cry, broken heart I betrayed all those plans You will give all your hate But I'm broken my chains A month ago by chance I saw your face again I tried to say hello, you walked past me with rage And yesterday I came to say goodbye for good you didn't say a word, when I sat next to you In the fall, in the pain In the crumbles of faith In the maybes and games Of the angels in chains There you are There you stay Too contented to change Too correct to dispair Dreaming of your escape From the fall, from the pain From the crumbles of faith From the maybes and games From the angels in chains There you are There you stay Too contented to change Too correct to despair Dreaming of your escape I decided to test What's beyond that far place I have failed, I have learned I have broken my chains We said that things would never change between us two
3.
Say That you'll be fine And look into my eyes when we say our goodbyes time will go on and everything that we said will be just a memory long gone Sway, it will be okay there's nothing wrong with being happy about this end Maybe I'm wrong but I do feel that our lives will be way better than we hope Let's have a laugh For all the time that we had together a yeah Now it's the time to run far, and we have nothing to talk About Wait Before you leave I can infer from your long silence you feel free A day will come (of that I'm sure) when all the drama will be gone and with the good parts I will make a song
4.
Talking Dogs 04:50
When you're done Will you know Will you see you're upside down Will you stay to be my friend Will you start over again I'm missing all our Dying suns Going so far just to be alone Far and gone I'll discuss my life with talking dogs Get your coat Wear your red Show them all your lovely shades Climb the stairs Take the blame Grow like they say Learn their ways While I miss our Dying suns Going so high just to be alone Far and gone All we ever did was saying no Please, please, wait Please, please, wait I know everything will be okay While I miss our Dying suns Going so high just to be alone Far and gone All we ever did was saying no
5.
I imagine myself Saying the things that I don't mean to say And I remember your name But I don't think that that was me back then Emptiness, I feel it Trying one more time to exercise its pain It's drawing my eyes Towards the things that I don't want to say Towards the thoughts that I don't want to express And when fury fills my soul And I let go of your love Again I'm gone Yet your love will bring me home And your colors paint my soul You will appear again I try to focus my mind On all the letters I once wrote for you But there I cannot find me I don't see myself in the one you knew This will always happen Why should I promise if I know the truth? I'll be gazing at me Unable to identify myself Unable to know who I was back then And when fury fills my soul And I let go of your love Again I'm gone But you will reach my hands down here You will take away the fear You will appear again I want to see See your echo in me Don't want to be back here And when fury fills my soul And I let go of your love Again I'm gone But you will reach my hands down here You will take away the fear You will appear again
6.
Will You? 04:33
Will You? Will you miss our days Our walks in the mist Will you call me In the night, from your dreams When the cold hugs your knees Someday Uhm Take my hand one last time Let me paint your smile In my heart dear All my years are now gone Every right, every wrong Every song Yeah, I know I can't Deny it It was love I won't deny it Will you come back for me Our house infinite feels Since you are not here Our blue birds are grey Our flowers are pale But my hope I can't tame Yeah, I know I can't Deny it It was love I won't deny it Will you miss our days Our walks in the mist Will you

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All the songs from my heart, from my mind, from my bedroom studio.

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released January 12, 2018

Composed, produced, played, recorded, and mixed by Javier Carrillo

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Javier Carrillo Dublin, Ireland

Javier Carrillo is a singer-songwriter and producer making rock music from Ireland.

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